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You create love
Initiate love
Just to kill it
For the thrill it
Gives you power
You’re a flower
You’re a great love
But you hate love
You won’t always be
Young and pretty
Expiration date love
You should
Be kind to me now
But you don’t know how love
You don’t
You don’t want to learn
You just want to burn love
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I’m gonna drink and drive---every time
You leave the children in the car
I’m gonna cheat and lie—I’ll deny
That I was ever at the bar
I’m gonna let you down---Every time
Cause I’m a thoughtless selfish boy
You speak without a sound---Every time I listen
Cause I’m a thoughtless selfish boy
You tell me what to do I’ll do it
You tell me what to do I’ll screw it up
You tell me what to do I’ll do it
You tell me what to do I’ll screw it up
I’ll be drunk and loud—every time
You need me sober, straight and shy
I’m gonna draw a crowd—every time
You want alone time with your guy
I’m going to make up lies----In my head.
From paranoia, control and dread
Imaginary crimes---That you did
I’m a controlling stupid shit
I’m gonna yell and scream in my head
Cause I’m a frightened worthless child
I’m gonna make a scene I’ll regret tomorrow
Cause I’m a self destructive guy
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I love you more than god does
I love you more cause if I was god
I'd end the world's suffering
Immediately
The fact that he don't proves that
I love you more than your
Jesus Christ does
I love you more than god does
I love you more cause if I was god I'd
Bring us a Paradise
On Earth tonight
I'd demand of you
No negotiating or this
"Let's Make A Deal”—shit
They’ll be no more torture
No more pain
No more rape
No one gets maimed
No more cruelty
No disease
No more senseless
Atrocities
I love you more than god does
I love you more cause if I was god
I'd never let children die
Get beat or cry
Raped by the priest that was
Trusted to love and protect them
But did not
What if Superman stood by and did nothing
While a child was being raped?
That’s what your god does every day.
You wouldn’t think of him as super anymore
You’d ask him to return his cape
The fact is clear..There’s no escaping That….
I love you more than god does
I love you more cause if I was god
I'd end the world's suffering
Tonight and bring
Paradise to every man, woman child
And creature on earth
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Boredom birthed the bad
Satan was our dad
Nothing was the mom
Another stupid song
Nothing was the source
Creation made it worse
God got really bored
Made the world absurd
Now we have to pay
Now we have to play
A game we just can’t win
But we can love our sin
We can do it all
Without Satan or Baal
Without God or a date
We can create from hate
We can restore it all
It can be wonderful
But some will have to pay
We cannot get away
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I'm not of your world
You're not real to me
I live my own life
Infantasy
I'm not of your world
I Don't need to obey
I do what I want
Despite what you say
I steal bottled water
I drive down your roads
But I don't pay taxes
I trash your commodes
I won't pay for tickets
I do as I please
I don't teach my children
To get down on their knees
Cause you don’t exist
I’m not of your laws
I’m Not your possession
Yours isn’t my cause
But I’ll reap your riches
The run off from yours
But I’ll never give in
Or contribute chores
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Life’s a bore - At fifty four
Don’t want to play - The game no more
Got more time - Oh that’s for sure
But I don’t know – What time is for
No one wants - A fat bald me
To sing another song - Of self pity
Mankind’s forever - Lost it’s way
Brother ‘gainst brother - Gay against gay
I don’t care - If you can score
Nothing gets - Me high no more
Pain on earth - Will never end
All I can do - Is love my friends
Me- I didn’t - Create this world
Now I’ve come - To hate this world
Feel like shit - Then write a song
Still don’t know - Where I belong
Suffering on earth - Will never end
All I can do - Is love my friends
Pain on earth will never end
All you can do is love your friends
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You are ----Hurting me
Desire turns to Death
So far-------From Me
I can ----Smell your breath
And it smells like
Daffodils----In a Garden
On the shores----Of Heaven
I sit-----I feel
The cut-----Of the knife
I sit -------I watch
The Day-----Turn To Night
And the nighttime
Brings hope and disappointment
To the shores
Of Heaven
Why is the wind so mad today?
I’ll try and sing my pain away but it comes back again
I drive-----You away
With every false move
The more------I stay
The more you remove
Your desire---Once palpable
Is absent----From the shores Of Heaven
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I'm right where god
Wants me to be
Neither the princess
Nor the pea
No great gulf
Stands between me
Stands between me
And my destiny
I accept the blessing
I accept the curse
Somebody out there's
Always got it worse
If you don't count up
Then you'll soon be down
It takes some work
To be a happy clown
I'm right where god
Wants me to be
Whether I'm blind
Or whether I can see
I accept my place
In his destiny
Be it glory
Or be it catastrophe
How can I accept
Accept it all?
All of the wonder
All the horrible
I have no choice
No choice
I'm not god
What should I do instead
Bow down to Zod?
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We all need a lie to live by
We all need some lies to sleep at night
God in his heaven Smiles down at me
Loves me and Curses my enemies
We all need a lie to live by
We all need some lies to sleep at night
My life has meaning I’m sensible
My home is safe And defensible
I hide behind lies
I need to disguise
My life is unbearable
Otherwise
We all need a lie to live by
We all need some lies to sleep at night
George sold a lie ‘bout that cherry tree
Fills me with tons of anxiety
The government killed John F Kennedy
The towers came down at free falling speed
Better to lie
The truth’s on their side
And all that I have to do is just be me
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Goodbye mom – Goodbye dad
Goodbye happy – Goodbye sad
Goodbye love – Goodbye hate
Goodbye bad – Goodbye great
Goodbye love – Goodbye lies
Goodbye life – Everything dies
Everything dies
Love of my life – fades away
She didn’t care anyway
Song of my soul – fades away
I’m getting old – everyday
Goodbye truth – Goodbye lies
Goodbye life – Everything dies
Everything dies
All my passions – fade away
Gone frustrations of the day
Nothing left but quiet time
Nothing left – an empty mind
Dreams of youth – life or death
All dried up – Nothing left
Once was great – Now is gone
Once was right – Now is wrong
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released March 24, 2024
