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AK​-​43 (2012)

by Carey Burtt

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1.
Life is a Memory I don’t know If I meant much to you Long ago You might have liked me too Now it’s a memory As the pain’s leaving me Half of me’s glad you’re gone Half od me still loves your song You should know You meant the world to me I Didn’t show Nothing but insanity What can I give you now? Life has moved on somehow Life is a memory The future’s anxiety Pull Me--- Push You What can I Say to make sense to you I have tried Done all I care to do
2.
Love Me 02:51
LOVE ME Come into my house There’s room on my rugs I’ll let you get loud I’ll let you do drugs little girl Just as long as you love me In the end Love me You can fuck other guys You can tear me apart If you think it is wise To play games with my heart Just as long as you love me In the end Love me And you can hurt me All through the day But in the evening Let me have my way Just as long as you love In the end Love me
3.
CENTER OF YOUR UNIVERSE Why aren’t I the center of your universe ? You know the lines but I can’t get you to rehearse Don’t you care when I get hurt or happiness Boggles me that you’re not thrilled by my success Once you cared but only for an afternoon I was thrilled evaporated much too soon Disappeared and crawled back inside your balloon What I feared came true the pain has made a fool of me It has made a fool of me Why aren’t I the center of your universe ? I was king and you were dirt now it’s reversed Did it come down to a simple power play? If I played it hard to get would you have stayed? Made a fool of me It has made a fool of me RAP My life is in your hands An hourglass of sand Has shattered 'cross the floor I needed so much more You gave me so much less I offered you my best But that was not enough Loving you is tough
4.
I DON’T WANT YOU I don’t want you Just wanted to know that I could have you if I wanted to But I don’t want you. Go away now I don’t want you. Just wanted to know that I could break your little heart in two And I proved it’s true. Go away now. CHORUS I don’t want you anymore. I refuse to pick you up off the floor go die go die. (go cry. Go cry) I don’t want you I just want you to know That you’re a fool for every thinking so Why don’t you go away now?
5.
EXPIRATION DATE LOVE You create love Initiate love Just to kill it For the thrill it Gives you power You’re a flower You’re a great love But you hate love You won’t always be Young and pretty Expiration date love You should Be kind to them now But you don’t know how love You don’t You don’t wanna learn You just wanna burn love
6.
I’M TOO PRETTY I got fired from a ping pong place But it’s not my fault I inspire men to masturbate But it’s not my fault I’m not to blame I’ve got some lame excuses Excuses, excuses—Your accusation’s useless I’ve got excuses, excuses---Your accusations are useless I quit school cause the teachers are gay It’s not my fault They had nothing to teach me anyway It’s not my fault CHORUS I’m too pretty—too pretty---to take responsibility I’m too pretty—too pretty-–to take responsibility (I’m pretty great) RAP It’s not my fault you fell in love with me FOOL It’s not my fault I have no pity for YOU It’s not my fault that we don’t like the same FOOD It’s not my fault I love another DUDE It’s not my fault that I lost interest in YOU It’s not my fault I just do what I DO I’ve got excuses, excuses Your accusations are useless It’s not my fault that I don’t play by your RULEZ It’s not my fault you fell in love with me FOOL It’s not my fault you fell in love with me FOOL It’s not my fault I have no pity for YOU It’s not my fault that we don’t like the same FOOD It’s not my fault I love another DUDE It’s not my fault that I lost interest in YOU It’s not my fault I just do what I DO
7.
TORTURE'S LEGAL I wonder why you’re being cruel. I wonder why you do it. You’re just obeying my own rule. I taught you how to do it. I taught you how to torture me. Told you when I wrote that song I Love to be in Love baby but you read it all wrong. Cause you were practicing it well. Before I mentioned hurting You’ve no idea the kind of hell. But your idea of flirting. It hasn’t died. Alive and well. And driving me insane. The songs are coming back again. But all due to the pain. And the gain. The gain. The gain. The gain. So why eliminate the dream. Instead just feed upon it. There’s music here to intervene. That makes it worth the vomit. So let the torture run it’s course. Art’s worth much more than people. As long as songs survive divorce who cares if torture’s legal. It’s legal. Torture’s legal.
8.
I AM WHOLE I am whole and Satan is with me. I ’ve a role in life that he gives me Jesus smiles on all my adventures. When I’m old I might need some dentures. I am whole. Today is my birthday. I am old but I am still thirsty. I am young but I am so tired. I’ve begun the life I was fired from. Playing games is something the young do. In the day. I like being sung to In the night my feet are on fire. Dance away my evil desire. I am whole. Today is my birthday. I am old but I am still thirsty. I am young but I am so tired.. I’ve begun the life I’ was fired from.
9.
WONDERFUL HORRIBLE GIRL You miserable son of a bitch. Your face makes me happy My moods tend to switch go from joyful to crappy. My heart leaps when you greet the room I see you and Zoom Zoom Zoom Zoom Those eggy wegs on the plate. I so want to smash ‘em Once I was filled with hate. I thank you for that passion You’ve brought joy and pain to my world. You’re a wonderful horrible girl. The deal was made in silence and silence tells us all Reveals us in a notebook. You’re season is about to fall. Totally out of my mind. You’re as crazy as I am You’re vicious and kind go from truthful to lyin’ I feel hope and dread for the world. You’re a wonderful horrible girl.
10.
LET IT GO Reaching what I can’t reach. Touching what I can’t grab What are you here to teach? I should love what I have. Critic inside my brain. Leads me back here again. But it’s something you cannot drain. So I leave it alone again. Let it go. Total and utter bliss. Is an addictive kiss. Tortured cause it’s not mine. A gift from a man behind the curtain. Leave me alone. I ’ll find a home. Please let me go. ’m not your own. Let it go. Let it go. Know when to leave alone. Let it go find it’s home. You are an empty shell. Be happy you feel this well. Get off my fuckin’ back. God damn panic attack. Give it a fuckin’ rest. Everything’s for the best. Let it go. Leave me alone. I’ll find a home. Please let me go. I’m not your own. (twice). RAP Let it go. Olvidalo. You can’t do this no more. It’s got to end. Never again. Get over it my friend You gotta try with all your might cause it’s all been a lie. It’s got to die so you can fly. This life has been a lie It’s been a lie.
11.
I’M SETTING YOU FREE Baby. I’m setting you free you don’t have to be What I wanted you to be I demanded your time as if was mine But it’s not mine---Never will be And with that I’m ---setting you free And it hurts me---to set you free And to know that you never loved me Baby Oh back in the day what a scene I had made I’m crazy. Shows you how bad it can get when you’re not getting laid Was too needy ---A cry baby Not attractive ---to the ladies Was too desperate---suicidal Not appealing---in an idol Baby. It’s over today but don’t want it that way And maybe. The love never dies it lives on in the lies I tell myself---every evening To sleep soundly---Keep believing That is won’t die---There’s hope for me And a true lie—will restore me
12.
Remain in the Light (free) 02:56
REMAIN IN THE LIGHT Midnight. I better be careful. You can’t write a song about god without getting it wrong It’s time to say goodbye. To my obsession. But may I remain in the light of your love. You’re fading. Now what do I live for? Lonely again. In my room. Far away But may I remain in the light of today. I thank you. You were an angel. You were disguised as a demon. My love But may I remain in the light of your love. Love.

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3rd of the K-Trilogy

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