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Someone Kill Me (2012)

by Carey Burtt

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SOMEONE KILL ME Alibi Want to die Get me one please Life is tough I’ve had enough I want to leave God above With no love I can’t believe Life is hell Wishing well It’s just a tease Someone kill me How easy could it be? Someone do it Cause I just can’t bring myself to it Life is pain With no gain What is the point? Crazy town Gets me down I hate this joint Someone kill me How easy could it be? Someone do it Cause I just can’t bring myself to it I’m afraid Can’t get laid Losing my mind Isolate Filled with hate Kill me this time
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CONQUER THE WORLD How am I going to conquer the world? How am I going to conquer this girl? How am I going to do something great? How am I going to make love from hate? The world is soon going to end Better gather up all of your friends The future is totally fuct The US of A is bankrupt We're going to all loose all of our homes We're all going to be all on our own And only the rich will survive The rest of us buried alive The rest of us killing each other The rich watching us from their cover So party yourself down tonight Drink deeply and prepare to fight Then go jump in front of a train Or a bus will do just the same And drink some poison down smy friend It's the best way to hasten the end They should legalize suicide now Free to die and to make your way out Things are just going to get so much worse Our civilization is cursed How am I going to conquer the world? How am I going to conquer this girl? How am I going to do something great? How am I going to make love from hate? This country is on it's way out Corporations are selling us out Doesn't matter how loud you will shout We're fuct and there is no way out
3.
Kill Me Now 00:56
KILL ME NOW Kill me now You fuckin’ cow Don’t Ask Me How Just Kill Me Now You Spoiled Cunt Can I be Blunt? I’m standing here Without no Fear Just aim the gun Up to my head And pull the trigger Dead dead dead I hope there is No after Life Cause then you’d Have to kill me twice
4.
IT’S HELL TO BE ALIVE I kill myself every day of the week And yet every day I survive And I try and I try but I can’t rest in peace It’s hell every day I’m alive It’s hell to be alive And I can’t die Hell to be alive And survive And I’m stabbed from within Knives cut-ting through my skin Torture pain twisted rot never ends I feel like I’m skinned alive from inside But when will this hell ever end? No one can see what goes on from inside It’s time for revenge to begin So let revenge begin I’m warning all my friends Warning all my friends It’s the end And I’m stabbed from inside Knives cut-ting through my eyes Torture pain twisted rot never ends
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I love you more than god does I love you more cause if I was god I'd end the world's suffering Immediately The fact that he don't proves that I love you more than your Jesus Christ does I love you more than god does I love you more cause if I was god I'd Bring us a Paradise On Earth tonight I'd demand of you No negotiating or this "Let's Make A Deal"—shit ------(CHORUS) I love you more than god does I love you more cause if I was god I'd never let children die Get beat or cry Raped by the priest that was Trusted to love and protect them But did not --------(CHORUS) What if Superman stood by and did nothing While a child was being raped? That’s what your god does every day. You wouldn’t think of him as super anymore You’d ask him to return his cape The fact is clear..There’s no escaping That…. I love you more than god does I love you more cause if I was god I'd end the world's suffering Tonight and bring Paradise to every man, woman child And creature on earth---------CHORUS
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TOUGH LIKE A SOLDIER You tried to rape me---When I was young sir Why did you hate me-----You were no fun, sir Now that I’m older------I want to kill you Tough like a soldier------Beat you then bill you Treat you like shit, sir------Beat you a bit, sir Then watch you die—not quite yet Rip out your eyeballs-------Cut you till night falls Letting you die—Not quite yet Slitting your throat sir--------Ripping your tongue out Cutting your balls off-------Getting some fun out Letting you suffer----------Killing your brother Killing your mother---------I’m not quite done, sir Killing your father--------Watch him die, sir Bleeding to death—not quite yet I don’t lie, sir---------I’ll do the time, sir It’s worth it to me—on that you can bet You tried to kill me----When I was young mom Why did you have me---Breeding is so wrong Watching you suffer---Under the covers Watching you fucking---Difficult Lovers Watching you die mom---Got me so high mom Do it again—not quite yet Crashing the car mom---Holidays you’re bombed Drinking yourself—slowly to death… Slowly to death
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DEEPLY TROUBLED MAN Look at that man----Look at his face He greets the room with style and grace But he's a deeply deeply deeply troubled man. He jokes and laughs with all his friends But inside contemplates the end For he's a deeply deeply deeply troubled man You wouldn't guess To look at him The depths of darkness Behind that grin He's a deeply deeply deeply troubled man Life has taken quite a toll But his hell's largely self imposed For he's a deeply deeply deeply troubled man CHORUS What the hell does he thinks he’s doing? The only one that he's screwing Is himself....himself... Tortured Soul Misunderstood Going round like it's all good He's a deeply deeply deeply troubled man He cuts himself when he can And yells inside his head again He's a deeply deeply deeply troubled man CHORUS What the hell does he think he’s doing? The only one that he's screwing Is himself....himself... Pray for him--Let him win Speak softly when you speak to him For he's a deeply deeply deeply troubled man He's not nice...when he loses He is brutal when he boozes A deeply deeply deeply troubled man CHORUS What the hell does he think he’s doing? The only one that he's screwing Is himself....himself...
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Validation 03:20
VALIDATION (Stripper’s Lament) I can only feel validation When I know a man wants to fuck me I’m completely lost in temptation Don’t tell me I have to go home I don’t want to be there all alone I don’t feel alive unless I Know someone’s undressing me with their eyes I’m empty inside otherwise Don’t tell me I have to go home I don’t want to be there all alone When I find you out I want to save you so bad You’re destroying me But I can’t blame you….blame you…blame you… Silence is more deadly than deadly Feeling numb and feeling light headly There’s no reason to leave the party Don’t tell me I have to go home I don’t want to be there all alone When I find you out I want to save you so bad You’re destroying me But I can’t blame you…blame you…blame you
9.
SELF DESTRUCTIVE GUY I’m gonna drink and drive---Every time You leave the children in the car I’m gonna cheat and lie—I’ll deny That I was ever at the bar I’m gonna let you down---Every time Cause I’m a thoughtless selfish boy You speak without a sound---Every time I listen Cause I’m a thoughtless selfish boy You tell me what to do I’ll do it You tell me what to do I’ll screw it up You tell me what to do I’ll do it You tell me what to do I’ll screw it up I’ll be drunk and loud—every time You need me sober, straight and shy I’m gonna draw a crowd—every time You want alone time with your guy CHORUS I’m going to make up lies----In my head. From paranoia, control and dread Imaginary crimes---That you did I’m a controlling stupid shit CHORUS I’m gonna yell and scream in my head Cause I’m a frightened worthless child I’m gonna make a scene I’ll regret tomorrow Cause I’m a self destructive guy
10.
My Muse 01:56
MY MUSE Good Mourning My Muse Good Mourning Bad News She was my focus….She was my muse She was the language…That I used. She was my joy… She was my pain She was my hope…Drove me insane She was my smile….She was my style She was my structure…But never fuct her She was my life….She was the best She was my spirit…She was my flesh She wasn’t there….For me She never cared….For me She killed herself…For me…for me…for me But I’m still growing…And she’s still growing And I’m still knowing….and Unknowing And I’m still bent…but older now I’m heaven sent….Andhell knows how No longer hiding…But still deciding… The kind of man I want to be Not the weakling…Not the freak My mother once raised me to be She wasn’t there for me She never cared for me She killed herself for me…for me…for me Good Night Mother Dear Good Night Never Fear
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I HATE MYSELF (more than I love you) I Hate Myself More Than I Love You I’ll Make You Pay For Ever Loving Me I Won’t Like You Until you Hate Me I’ll Make You Never Want To Date Me (again) Long Ago When You Hated Me I Thought You Were A Genius Now That You Are Liking Me I Think You Are Beneath The Rest You Are: Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid You Never Let Me Know Who You Were I Was Left Stuck Inside a Mirror Now I’m Alone With My Illusion Now I’m Alone With My Confusion Long Ago You Hated Me I Thought You Were A Genius Now That You Are Liking Me I Think You Are Beneath The Rest You Are: Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid
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DESTROY THE WORLD Destroy the world now I don’t quite know how Rebuild it with Butterflies It might take a thousand tries (but) Destroy the world now That’s how I feel now Maybe tomorrow---- I’ll feel another way Maybe I’ll wait--- till I can get away But rebuild it this time without mistakes (but) You can’t rely on the human race The stupid ones— they do stupid things And the people in power---They have clipped our wings Destroy the world now It’s scaring me now I can’t watch it fall apart NYC is Wall-a-mart Put it out—of it’s misery Central Park—Burning every tree Drop the bomb—Then start again And get it right---Then kill again Is over. And we’re again The stupid ones—do stupid things The people in power---They have clipped our wings
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KILL SOMEBODY ELSE Now That I’ve Found I Can’t Kill Myself I’m Gonna Kill Somebody Else I’m Gonna Kill Somebody Else I’m Gonna Do The Job Myself I’m Gonna Kill Somebody Else Now That I Can’t Refuse My Disease I’m Gonna Take a Break From Thee I’m Gonna Give Away For Free The Kindness You’re Refusing Me I’m Gonna Hide Up In A Tree I’m Gonna Get Away From Me Why Can’t I Take What I’m Given And Love the Life That I’m Livin Why Can’t I Conquer It All It Conquers Me Instead Now That I’ve Found I Can’t Kill Myself I’m Gonna Kill Somebody Else I’m Gonna Kill Somebody Else I’m Gonna Do The Job Myself I’m Gonna Kill Somebody Else

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First of the K-Trilogy

1rst Stage : Suicidal

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released November 11, 2012

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