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Someone Kill Me
02:24
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SOMEONE KILL ME
Alibi
Want to die
Get me one please
Life is tough
I’ve had enough
I want to leave
God above
With no love
I can’t believe
Life is hell
Wishing well
It’s just a tease
Someone kill me
How easy could it be?
Someone do it
Cause I just can’t bring myself to it
Life is pain
With no gain
What is the point?
Crazy town
Gets me down
I hate this joint
Someone kill me
How easy could it be?
Someone do it
Cause I just can’t bring myself to it
I’m afraid
Can’t get laid
Losing my mind
Isolate
Filled with hate
Kill me this time
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Conquer the World
04:16
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CONQUER THE WORLD
How am I going to conquer the world?
How am I going to conquer this girl?
How am I going to do something great?
How am I going to make love from hate?
The world is soon going to end
Better gather up all of your friends
The future is totally fuct
The US of A is bankrupt
We're going to all loose all of our homes
We're all going to be all on our own
And only the rich will survive
The rest of us buried alive
The rest of us killing each other
The rich watching us from their cover
So party yourself down tonight
Drink deeply and prepare to fight
Then go jump in front of a train
Or a bus will do just the same
And drink some poison down smy friend
It's the best way to hasten the end
They should legalize suicide now
Free to die and to make your way out
Things are just going to get so much worse
Our civilization is cursed
How am I going to conquer the world?
How am I going to conquer this girl?
How am I going to do something great?
How am I going to make love from hate?
This country is on it's way out
Corporations are selling us out
Doesn't matter how loud you will shout
We're fuct and there is no way out
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3. |
Kill Me Now
00:56
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KILL ME NOW
Kill me now
You fuckin’ cow
Don’t Ask Me How
Just Kill Me Now
You Spoiled Cunt
Can I be Blunt?
I’m standing here
Without no Fear
Just aim the gun
Up to my head
And pull the trigger
Dead dead dead
I hope there is
No after Life
Cause then you’d
Have to kill me twice
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4. |
It's Hell to be Alive
02:18
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IT’S HELL TO BE ALIVE
I kill myself every day of the week
And yet every day I survive
And I try and I try but I can’t rest in peace
It’s hell every day I’m alive
It’s hell to be alive
And I can’t die
Hell to be alive
And survive
And I’m stabbed from within
Knives cut-ting through my skin
Torture pain twisted rot never ends
I feel like I’m skinned alive from inside
But when will this hell ever end?
No one can see what goes on from inside
It’s time for revenge to begin
So let revenge begin
I’m warning all my friends
Warning all my friends
It’s the end
And I’m stabbed from inside
Knives cut-ting through my eyes
Torture pain twisted rot never ends
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I love you more than god does
I love you more cause if I was god
I'd end the world's suffering
Immediately
The fact that he don't proves that
I love you more than your
Jesus Christ does
I love you more than god does
I love you more cause if I was god I'd
Bring us a Paradise
On Earth tonight
I'd demand of you
No negotiating or this
"Let's Make A Deal"—shit ------(CHORUS)
I love you more than god does
I love you more cause if I was god
I'd never let children die
Get beat or cry
Raped by the priest that was
Trusted to love and protect them
But did not --------(CHORUS)
What if Superman stood by and did nothing
While a child was being raped?
That’s what your god does every day.
You wouldn’t think of him as super anymore
You’d ask him to return his cape
The fact is clear..There’s no escaping That….
I love you more than god does
I love you more cause if I was god
I'd end the world's suffering
Tonight and bring
Paradise to every man, woman child
And creature on earth---------CHORUS
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Tough Like a Soldier
02:40
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TOUGH LIKE A SOLDIER
You tried to rape me---When I was young sir
Why did you hate me-----You were no fun, sir
Now that I’m older------I want to kill you
Tough like a soldier------Beat you then bill you
Treat you like shit, sir------Beat you a bit, sir
Then watch you die—not quite yet
Rip out your eyeballs-------Cut you till night falls
Letting you die—Not quite yet
Slitting your throat sir--------Ripping your tongue out
Cutting your balls off-------Getting some fun out
Letting you suffer----------Killing your brother
Killing your mother---------I’m not quite done, sir
Killing your father--------Watch him die, sir
Bleeding to death—not quite yet
I don’t lie, sir---------I’ll do the time, sir
It’s worth it to me—on that you can bet
You tried to kill me----When I was young mom
Why did you have me---Breeding is so wrong
Watching you suffer---Under the covers
Watching you fucking---Difficult Lovers
Watching you die mom---Got me so high mom
Do it again—not quite yet
Crashing the car mom---Holidays you’re bombed
Drinking yourself—slowly to death…
Slowly to death
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Deeply Troubled Man
02:34
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DEEPLY TROUBLED MAN
Look at that man----Look at his face
He greets the room with style and grace
But he's a deeply deeply deeply troubled man.
He jokes and laughs with all his friends
But inside contemplates the end
For he's a deeply deeply deeply troubled man
You wouldn't guess To look at him
The depths of darkness Behind that grin
He's a deeply deeply deeply troubled man
Life has taken quite a toll
But his hell's largely self imposed
For he's a deeply deeply deeply troubled man
CHORUS
What the hell does he thinks he’s doing?
The only one that he's screwing
Is himself....himself...
Tortured Soul Misunderstood
Going round like it's all good
He's a deeply deeply deeply troubled man
He cuts himself when he can
And yells inside his head again
He's a deeply deeply deeply troubled man
CHORUS
What the hell does he think he’s doing?
The only one that he's screwing
Is himself....himself...
Pray for him--Let him win
Speak softly when you speak to him
For he's a deeply deeply deeply troubled man
He's not nice...when he loses
He is brutal when he boozes
A deeply deeply deeply troubled man
CHORUS
What the hell does he think he’s doing?
The only one that he's screwing
Is himself....himself...
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8. |
Validation
03:20
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VALIDATION (Stripper’s Lament)
I can only feel validation
When I know a man wants to fuck me
I’m completely lost in temptation
Don’t tell me I have to go home
I don’t want to be there all alone
I don’t feel alive unless I
Know someone’s undressing me with their eyes
I’m empty inside otherwise
Don’t tell me I have to go home
I don’t want to be there all alone
When I find you out
I want to save you so bad
You’re destroying me
But I can’t blame you….blame you…blame you…
Silence is more deadly than deadly
Feeling numb and feeling light headly
There’s no reason to leave the party
Don’t tell me I have to go home
I don’t want to be there all alone
When I find you out
I want to save you so bad
You’re destroying me
But I can’t blame you…blame you…blame you
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Self Destructive Guy
03:43
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SELF DESTRUCTIVE GUY
I’m gonna drink and drive---Every time
You leave the children in the car
I’m gonna cheat and lie—I’ll deny
That I was ever at the bar
I’m gonna let you down---Every time
Cause I’m a thoughtless selfish boy
You speak without a sound---Every time I listen
Cause I’m a thoughtless selfish boy
You tell me what to do I’ll do it
You tell me what to do I’ll screw it up
You tell me what to do I’ll do it
You tell me what to do I’ll screw it up
I’ll be drunk and loud—every time
You need me sober, straight and shy
I’m gonna draw a crowd—every time
You want alone time with your guy
CHORUS
I’m going to make up lies----In my head.
From paranoia, control and dread
Imaginary crimes---That you did
I’m a controlling stupid shit
CHORUS
I’m gonna yell and scream in my head
Cause I’m a frightened worthless child
I’m gonna make a scene I’ll regret tomorrow
Cause I’m a self destructive guy
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10. |
My Muse
01:56
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MY MUSE
Good Mourning My Muse
Good Mourning Bad News
She was my focus….She was my muse
She was the language…That I used.
She was my joy… She was my pain
She was my hope…Drove me insane
She was my smile….She was my style
She was my structure…But never fuct her
She was my life….She was the best
She was my spirit…She was my flesh
She wasn’t there….For me
She never cared….For me
She killed herself…For me…for me…for me
But I’m still growing…And she’s still growing
And I’m still knowing….and Unknowing
And I’m still bent…but older now
I’m heaven sent….Andhell knows how
No longer hiding…But still deciding…
The kind of man I want to be
Not the weakling…Not the freak
My mother once raised me to be
She wasn’t there for me
She never cared for me
She killed herself for me…for me…for me
Good Night Mother Dear
Good Night Never Fear
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I HATE MYSELF (more than I love you)
I Hate Myself More Than I Love You
I’ll Make You Pay For Ever Loving Me
I Won’t Like You Until you Hate Me
I’ll Make You Never Want To Date Me (again)
Long Ago When You Hated Me
I Thought You Were A Genius
Now That You Are Liking Me
I Think You Are Beneath The Rest
You Are:
Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid
You Never Let Me Know Who You Were
I Was Left Stuck Inside a Mirror
Now I’m Alone With My Illusion
Now I’m Alone With My Confusion
Long Ago You Hated Me
I Thought You Were A Genius
Now That You Are Liking Me
I Think You Are Beneath The Rest
You Are:
Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid
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12. |
Destroy the World
01:56
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DESTROY THE WORLD
Destroy the world now
I don’t quite know how
Rebuild it with Butterflies
It might take a thousand tries (but)
Destroy the world now
That’s how I feel now
Maybe tomorrow---- I’ll feel another way
Maybe I’ll wait--- till I can get away
But rebuild it this time without mistakes (but)
You can’t rely on the human race
The stupid ones— they do stupid things
And the people in power---They have clipped our wings
Destroy the world now
It’s scaring me now
I can’t watch it fall apart
NYC is Wall-a-mart
Put it out—of it’s misery
Central Park—Burning every tree
Drop the bomb—Then start again
And get it right---Then kill again
Is over. And we’re again
The stupid ones—do stupid things
The people in power---They have clipped our wings
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13. |
Kill Somebody Else
01:24
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KILL SOMEBODY ELSE
Now That I’ve Found I Can’t Kill Myself
I’m Gonna Kill Somebody Else
I’m Gonna Kill Somebody Else
I’m Gonna Do The Job Myself
I’m Gonna Kill Somebody Else
Now That I Can’t Refuse My Disease
I’m Gonna Take a Break From Thee
I’m Gonna Give Away For Free
The Kindness You’re Refusing Me
I’m Gonna Hide Up In A Tree
I’m Gonna Get Away From Me
Why Can’t I Take What I’m Given
And Love the Life That I’m Livin
Why Can’t I Conquer It All
It Conquers Me Instead
Now That I’ve Found I Can’t Kill Myself
I’m Gonna Kill Somebody Else
I’m Gonna Kill Somebody Else
I’m Gonna Do The Job Myself
I’m Gonna Kill Somebody Else
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